Tuesday, June 27, 2006

haay naku

okay, so ive had this really sad experience a few months ago..and just this moment, i saw one of its after-effects.. ggrrrrr!!! i sooo wanted to strangle someone..then i took a deep deep breath..counted to ten, closed my eyes and said to myself: "lecheng yan, pangit naman sha!" a few friends who i was chatting with gave me words of comfort.. it worked, as it made me realize that i shouldnt really be affected anymore. i guess after what happened, trusting doesnt come that easy.

dont worry, i wont be pessimistic about it!! i even told a friend of mine na balang araw, makakahanap din ako ng katapat ko..someone who will prove that i can be happy again, that i wont have to be scared of anything..

hhmmm...kelan kaya?! sana pwede pa ako magka-anak sa panahong iyon...

2 comments:

Empress Kaiserin said...

hayaan mo na... past is past. gone, dead, patay na, pinagluksa na, nailibing na, pinagdasal na! let's just hope that there is heaven for people who break other's hearts cuz if not, kawawa naman sila sa hell. i'm sure without you in his life, it's hell! i'm glad you've moved on... that's the spirit! pinahanga mo na naman ako saging! nakakaconstipate ka kaya???

ecs said...

haha hindi naman siguro.. actually, malaking tulong ang cuervo at kapeng binibigay mo sakin... :) (hindi sa constipation ah) hahaha